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Want
And sometimes I just need.
Do you ever need me?
Cold and aloof, I never showed you what it really meant to me.
I'm not used to being wanted; I can look into a mirror and see what I am.
But I thought you wanted me,
I'm not used to WANTing, not used to craving.
I'm used to need, hunger and heat
But not steady aching want.
But I guess, sometimes I want you.
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I Said It
The words flew out,
after years of denial,
repression and prayer.
A warm chill consumed my person,
as much as a contradiction as I feel.
I gasped at what I had done.
Why did I do it?
Why did I tell HIM??
Why am I even asking these questions?
For the first time in years,
I feel good.
Really good!
I want to shout it from the top of this little town
and yet I feel more repressed than ever.
I realize the consequences of my actions,
of my words.
"I'm gay".
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So...this is it
So… this is it
Empty
Lost
Cast aside
Given up
What did I do?
How did I misstep?
I do as is expected
Yet…you punish me
You strip away my security
You coldly justify your actions
I am helpless
I continue my pleas for your mercy
No empathy comes
Only stagnant excuses
Silence follows
Your summation is my disposal
Fine
Alright
Accept…accept…accept
Surrender
I remain
I will exist
I will fill this vacuum with me
I am enough
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